Dear one, dearest one,

I'm still here and I still love you. Nothing has changed. And you have not changed. If I have a problem at all, then I have a problem with closed doors. I have a problem, because I cannot go with you where I want to go. And I hear things from the world, the things they say about me, not really about me, but about the incarnation appearance I had on the earth. It doesn't trouble me, except for two entities I'm really close to--these are my sons. I still say my sons even though they are not my sons in that way anymore, because I'm not this Diana anymore. But still I am, so that's the paradox. I am it more than ever before, I'm more who I am, more than ever before. And I want to tell you that's true, beyond all your troubles, beyond all your strifes, beyond all your ego-games and whatever is there, I am here. I'm not saying it blamingly. I don't blame you for ego, absolutely not. I had ego when I was in the world and I had some negative ego too. You can have of that as much as you want, if you just would also open--for sometime, from time to time--would just open...for me, for us. It is difficult in your times with so much made over what is right and wrong, confusion over the false truths and the right truth. It's difficult. And I understand and we understand.

We here have visions for you. We have dreams for you as we always had and we bring them to you sometimes in the nighttime and sometimes you remember that you had them. But sometimes, you are closed to all dreams and all visions or you are open to visions and dreams which do not come from you, are not from you--and not from us. But you will discover them as time goes by, as strange as that is ­ as time goes by. I love youI still do, as I ever have, ever will. I have a heart for you as I ever had and ever will.

William, Harry, they are tested somehow ... They are tested in their beliefs about their mom. And I'm still somewhat hurting about what they do to them. I don't care so much about what others think of me or thought of me or will think, because the Truth is the Truth, is the Truth, is the Truth and people think and think and think. And most times they think about the truth with their own eyes. They think about the truth and they feel the truth in their feelings about the truth, but they never really want to go deep into the real truth. And so they bring up things about me, about me and my fleshly incarnation as Diana, Princess of Wales. They bring things up about me, which are not at all important and mostly, of course you already know, are completely untrue, fakes. So why do they do that now? Why didn't they do that four or five years ago? Because something is at work. LOVE is at work, the Love with the big capital L. Love is at work especially this year--this year, which expanded a lot: expanded the negatives, the fears and the disbeliefs, expanded the love and the beauty, expandedexpanded And in that expansion, they need to expand all the negatives they find about me as Diana, Diana of that time. And others expand all the beauties of me in their hearts, but they don't write about it. The medias don't want to write about that. Dietrich, you have written and published it, but the people denied it. Even once you wanted it to go into those papers, but they didn't want it and that's the truth. Most of the time, the media does not want to feed the people the goodness, the beauty, the love and the truth. You are all being tested in what you really believe, in what you really want in your life.

Actually you test yourself. You are much more than your fleshly appearance, your incarnation. You are much more than that. And you test your incarnation, you test who you are. And someday you will take yourself out of the game, or you will stay in the game. You will take yourself out of the world, close all the doors; or you will open all the doors and say: "I embrace my truth here on this earth, I embrace what I really see, I embrace who I really am, I embrace who I really am in my depth of my being. I don't want to let anything interfere with that! I am who I am. And I expand in this world, who I am, I expand my deepest essence. I expand God/Goddess in me. I expand love, truth, in me and I bring it to the outside world. I infuse the outside world. I infuse the reality around me with that love, with that truth and I let nothing interfere!" That's why I'm not troubled. I know it's a test, the test of many.

Now they talk about my death at that time. I clearly state here, that I was not murdered or killed. It would take away a lot from my personal decision - and I have done it. Now you might think, and it might be correct in some ways, that I used some forces in your world. Of course I used a car, of course I used a tunnel, of course I used the driver. Of course I used the mind, the negative ego of my driver. I used these forces, but I did it. I take full responsibility and I want it. And I say it to you and I say it to all who hear that, so that you echo it throughout your world, so that I make it clear to every heart: I, Diana, I take full responsibility for my death. I decided my death. I decided when and how I would die, because I decide when and how I will live and in which form I will live again in an outside reality. Please echo it throughout the cosmos! (I would say throughout the world, your world, your cosmos.)

Now, you on earth are in a very strange minority, because all of here believe that I took responsibility, that I was responsible, that I created it, that I decided it. And here are billions and trillionsand in your little world only a few million, maybe, who would consider the opposite, that I was murdered, that I was killed. That note "written by me" me is a fake. So, why in the world, why do they decide that? Why do they write that, why do they decide to fake that? They want to take away from the power. They feel the power. They feel the power through me, right now, moving throughout the earth and somehow they want people to close their hearts to me. Somehow they want them to be disappointed in me. Somehow they want them to forget me. "She was just somebody like we all have been, nothing else, just the same. She was unfaithful, she had many men."

Now that's what they try. They want to stop that flow, because the flow is there. Now your books about me (by me), only sit there, right? True, but they still create a flow, because they are there. Now they are all there in one place, that's true, but they are still there, they are still entities, vibrations. Somebody has done it. Somebody has given me voice. Somebody has published that voice. Beyond all, my dear, beyond all the screams, the hollers and the nightmares and all that they do, all what they don't do, the Truth is untouchable and unbreakable. Truth is one piece and cannot be shattered into many. The truth is: I am Diana, former Princess of Wales. I'm the one who touched you and always will. No matter what you ever will believe. And I don't mean you, you-I mean you in the world. But those other articles and books by them--they might cause people to close their hearts--not only to me, but also toward Love. Not forever, you understand, but for a time.

It's a shame, you know, in these times to close your heart towards Love, because it's so important that you open for Love, because there is so much Love coming in the next year. 2004 will be a year of a tremendous inflow of Godly Love into your world! That's why they do that. Who are "they"? I talked about it many times. You can say, "they" are the negative ego of the world. "They" are those, who have long given up on God, long given up on soul, long given up on any goodness, truth and beauty, because they lost it--not forever, but for that time. And they want to find power--not the spiritual power, they richly could have if they would open for Love. They long for power of mind, long for power out of mere thinking, mere engineering, out of power to have power over others. They cannot use it, really, they cannot enjoy it. But somehow, because they don't have anything else, they just want it. They just seem to enjoy the pure destructiveness in that. Cheap power, yes, because this power is built on tears of sensitive and somehow, sometimes, very innocent and beautiful women and children, families, of that world. Can you believe, they gloat in it, they enjoy it? They enjoy the cheap power of being "big" enough, "strong" enough, fierce enough to wound the vulnerable, to harm the harmless, to destruct the constructives, to discourage the creatives and to try to kill the truly alive. They did that in my time as Princess of Wales, they still do it. And they do it more fiercely, because they have lost the battle long ago. I said it over and over. They know they have lost that battle, that they should never have begun that battle, sure, but they lost it.

So this is what I want to say to all of that, and to my sons especially. I know when I speak here and you hear it, they will hear it in their dreams, they will feel it. They are outraged right now and understand that, but they need to know, that nothing of that is really true. You know, I loved people. I loved people so immensely, I loved them more than people normally loved each other. When I had a chance to love, I loved 100%! Not just a little bit. I sometimes loved a couple more than they could love each other, you understand. With my outpouring of love for them, came more excitement, more intimacy than they had ever experienced in their life with each other. And so sometimes people thought, well she must have something going on with that man, or she must have something going on with that woman.

When I was a child and when I was grown, I was blessed with the gift of being able to love so much. I always tha everybody else, dear one, I always did. And I wanted to be a contribution with that. I loved with my dance and I loved with my smile and I loved with my body. And it is true, sometimes my body was burning. You know, in your world, you blame and point fingers at those who love. It might sometimes be intimate, because of that love, because you feel so much of it. You blame those lovers more than you blame those who have nothing like that and are cold and distant and harm each other in marriages and partnerships. This is o.k. for you. But this other-- this hot flaming, burning love, sometimes bursting out of body and soul--this is for you sometimes despicable in your world. Still, I was never unfaithful. I was always faithful, do you know. I was always faithful to love. And I was falling in love.

I have written in your books that you have published, I have written it very clearly: I was falling in love all the time, because I was that way. I had this vulnerability about love, I had this vulnerability of Anima and Animus, so to speak. I had this vulnerability and this desire and this longing and this burning flame. I kept it alive. I never could stop it. It still somehow makes me cry-that you put morality in there where love burns and you take morality out where" love" is extinguished ( quote "love," which is not love, but pure power over each other, which hates and destroys.) If you love fully, you love fully.

If I would have known what it all would mean afterwards, sure, I would have "tamed" myself. But if you really know who I am and for whom I speak, whom I encourage, what I am behind, what I support, for what I stand up--if you really understand and feel that, you understand my love to other human beings, because I always loved God in them (or better said, God/Goddess, because God is not only men, surely not). I loved women, but I especially loved men, because I was a woman, you know. I loved that Love. I didn't love so much the man himself, understand, I loved the Love there, the Love there. I love Love.still do-- and you too. Through all the pores of my body, love poured out. I gave people--men and women and children--more than parents, partners, married ones, ever had given to each other. They felt it. I was blessed with something around me, something around and in me. This angered them then and this angers them now. What is that, what is that pouring out of her body and her soul, what is that, what is coming there, what is that volcano, that lava of love? What is that, which we cannot stop? (Diana's emotion here is intense, pronounced)Oh, we need to denounce her, we need to get somebody to fake something, because that uncontrollable love we need to stop forever, because it is so dangerous. And they are right.

I was trembling for love. It is true, yes, I searched, I hoped, desperately seeking for that, which I knew was possible--not only for me, but for all of you too. God touchesin Love, God touches you. When two people love each other in their depth, God touches them both. And this is so wonderful, that some of you would die for thatas I have. This is what they want to take away. They try, but they cannot.

William, Harry, my sons, you understand. And I give it to you, deep in your heart through the people I love. You are so wonderful. I so deeply love you. You are so brave. I love you so. Yes I love you all. For now I want to close with that love to you.

Forever Yours

With much love and blessings

The light is forever - and the Truth